So I got my plan B job. (I am waiting on the offer which is somewhere hung up in cyber space ) and I told my current boss I got the plan B job in an attempt to force him to show me his cards on the plan A job. Now I have to wait and I can do a lot of things but waiting is not one of them. I think it would be a good change and a place to start anew with the plan B job but I really want the plan A job! I know I have issues.
I hate being in limbo. I just want to move on with my life and I can’t just stand this status quo which is leading me no where. Argh.
I also managed to reorganize my wardrobe and cleaning is one way of me addressing my stress. I managed to iron all the laundry that was done and reorg my T shirts and shorts in the most OCD of ways ! Well atleast its not getting high and passing out !
I am just rambling now, i need to find a way to distract myself